Happy Birthday Jack

I know I’m going to miss you, I know
But when I’m cold,
I know that you’re with me
And the way you will show, when you’re with me wherever I go
But you give me this feeling, it’s everglow
What I wouldn't give for this moment to hold
Yeah, I live for this feeling, it’s everglow

So if you love someone, you should let them know
Oh, the light that you left me will everglow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5pVHaLwy-U

10 years ago today I gave birth to light of my life, my very own Xmas day baby. Xmas is a special and magical day and I really believe jack being born on Xmas day shows just how special he was. During my pregnancy I always said that I didn't want to go into labour on Xmas day but if I did then my baby must be a gift that was being sent to us. That statement really shows now, Jack was and is his short life and in his death a gift to this world and I'm beyond proud to call him my son, my everglow.

As sad as I am today, I am proud that I was lucky enough to be his mum and have the relationship that I had with him. Some people never get the chance to be a mum and nobody else got the privilege to be his mum.

Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas Baby Boy, what I would give to see this wee face today.

All my love today and always,
Your mummy girl xxx